Friday, August 28, 2009

They actually let me in

At least they knew what they were getting into when the University of Portland accepted me into their program. Excerpted from my letter of intent:

"After spending the last three years of my life running a small non-profit organization, and struggling every day to keep it afloat, I realized that it did not have to be this way. Looking around me at our sister organizations and meeting up with fellow over-worked staff people, overcommitted board members, and under-appreciated volunteers, I finally came to the understanding that the non-profit sector, in its gradual emergence over the last hundred years, has come to possess many flaws. Included in these flaws (though not limited to) are the sector’s relative identity crisis compared to the long-institutionalized private and public sectors, the lack of management skills possessed by many executive employees, and the overall dysfunction of a structure that emerged out of scarce resources and a desire to promote social change. When I left my job as Manager/Co-Director of In Other Words Women’s Books and Resources, it was with the firm desire to refine my management skills and to gain a proficient understanding of finance, accounting, and marketing; skill sets that are lacking in so many of the organizations I have worked with.

Like many others, I came to non-profit work out of a desire to spend my working time and energy making a positive impact on the world through direct service, advocacy, and/or by providing resources to the underserved. After several years in the sector trying on multiple hats (manager, board member, volunteer) I realized that the role I enjoy as well as what I am best suited for is management, which enables me to support those who provide direct service by making sure that the organization is well run and fiscally sound. As many non-profits are essentially businesses that provide a service instead of a product, it is critical to the future health of the sector that we learn to run our organizations well and efficiently, this being the impetus that has led me to business school.
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Starting Out

This is my first blog. I have always been a little slow when it comes to new technological gadgets (still no ipod) and blogging has been no different. I probably haven't even read your blog (jmo and mom aside), so if you are reading this, I appreciate your interest and understanding.

I decided to start a blog to chronicle my path, stories, and experiences in business school. What better way, I thought, of assuaging my impending sense of madness, then by publishing my thoughts on the world wide web?

My decision to attend business school has been met with surprise, disbelief, excitement, and anxiety by both myself and my community. Those who know me well know that this will be, at best a challenge, and at worst a nightmare. As a radical leaning, anti-capitalistic, queer feminist, I imagine that I will soon be in very foreign waters. I decided to apply to business school in an attempt to gain practical managerial and financial skills that seem to be desperately lacking in my beloved, Portland-based nonprofit community. The fact that I decided to pursue this route at no other than Portland's private Catholic University only adds to my sense of forthcoming alienation.

I intend to use this forum to chronicle my experiences in class discussions and lectures, lessons learned, conversations had, and general opinions of the world based on my increasing proximity to our nation's prestigious Private Sector. Please check in as often as you like and feel free to leave comments or start a discussion.

-Rebecca